räcker jag till?

räcker jag till att klara dina pretantioner
fyller jag nåt av dina krav?


Vilken jävla lögn att det ska vara ens bästa tid!

Vilken jävla lögn att det ska vara ens bästa tid
Vilken jävla lögn att det ska vara ens bästa tid
Vilken jävla lögn att det ska vara ens bästa tid
Vilken jävla lögn att det ska vara ens bästa tid

Du har missförstått


Du har missförstått,
jag är inte värd det här
jag har ingenting som du vill ha




aldrig känt så mycket

"Jag har aldrig känt så mycket
när jag är med dig"

can you

If I had any meaning in this ol' big world
Can you tell a lost and lonely girl

...?

...för det var det du ville få mig att känna va?

jag är patetisk

jag är patetisk

bd.

falling to pieces everytime
and I don't need no carryin' on

blek och feg och sävlig och lat

Elle, när ska det bli inne att vara som jag
Blek och feg och sävlig och lat

I've been having trouble.

I've been having trouble
With keeping up this smile
I've been having trouble
Hurting for quite a while
And I'm feeling stupid
Cause I did it to me
And I'm feeling desperate
From being unhappy

Why'd you leave me like this?
With scars across my heart and on my wrists
When I looked in your eyes
I didn't know happiness had a price

ängel

du kan lita på mig
jag ska vara en ängel 
vara en ängel

neon lights.

Oh there you go again you are back in my mind
Without a warning sneaking up from behind
It is improper it is rude and unkind
Showing up from nowhere not giving a sign

I overheard somebody mention your name
Covered my ears and tied both my hands
Bit my tongue to stop the fire and flames
So the excitement wouldn't turn into shame

Never take me back to the neon lights
I was a lost little wreck up all night
Never take me back to the neon lights
I was on the wrong track help me get on right

I said fine I will get over you with time
And your memory will fade along the line
But you sent out your most talented spy
To look me up and then track me down

I was committed to always tell the truth
Naive and confessional I blame it on my youth
Now i don't breathe a word it won't do anybody good
Mistakes that i have done I still can not undo

Never take me back to the neon lights
I was a lost little wreck up all night
Never take me back to the neon lights
I was on the wrong track help me get on right

Never take me back to the neon lights
I was a lost little wreck up all night
Never take me back to the neon lights
I was on the wrong track help me get on right

Oh there you go again you are back in my mind
Without a warning sneaking up from behind
It is improper it is rude and unkind
Showing up from nowhere not giving a sign

och

och nu när jag inte har dig, så tycker jag att jag ser dig överallt..
och när blev den här stan så liten?                              

open up your plans

open up your plans and damn you're free

Satan Vad Ont Det Gör

Tiden läker inga sår och det som inte dödar stärker inte heller

och så länge man landar på sina fötter klarar man sig inte
och det finns inga kläder som tål det dåliga väder du och jag haft så länge nu
och det känns som om jag har ett litet privat djävla moln över mig som följer mig vart jag än går.
Och jag älskar dig men fan vad vi håller på

Satan vad ont det gör, när du sårar mig som bara du kan

och du känner varje skrymsle, varje vrå av mitt hjärta
och du missar inte en chans att ta igen för allt
och dom som säger att tiden läker alla sår dom ljuger

Vi smyger omkring på tå, livrädda för att störa och vi har tappat våra ord och när vi väl hittar dom blir dom bara kantiga och fel
och all skit som kommer ur min mun jag menar det inte men jag måste väl ändå mena nåt? Och är det nu vi ska bryta upp, gå skilda vägar och sånt?
Jag vill inte, vill inte! För jag kommer sakna dig så

Satan vad ont det gör, när du sårar mig som bara du kan

och du känner varje skrymsle, varje vrå av mitt hjärta

och du missar inte en chans att ta igen för allt
och dom som säger att tiden läker alla sår...

Satan vad ont det gör, när du sårar mig som bara du kan
och du känner varje skrymsle, varje vrå av mitt hjärta

och du missar inte en chans att ta igen för allt

och dom som säger att tiden läker alla sår dom ljuger


I won't..

I won't hesitate no more
NO MORE!

känner ni mig bättre nu?

känner ni att ni känner mig bättre nu?
inte för att jag vet om allting stämmer eller ej.. hm.. men litar vi på detta personlighetstest så.. xD

Artistic 76%

Artistic

drawn to artistic and cutting edge industries, drawn to careers where creativity is a solitary pursuit, more abstract than concrete, original, appreciates beauty, ideal love seeking, intense, imaginative, introspective, likes indie rock music, prone to an interest in acting, likes art house movies, self expressive, likes to look wierd, pulled to the symbolic and mysterious, likes to perform, prone to keeping a journal, attracted to the counter culture, interested in journalism, odd, trend setter, different, lives an experimental life, prefers shopping at organic markets, attracted to wierdness, more likely to be vegetarian, dislikes the ordinary and non dramatic, feels both special and defective

Paranoia 76%

Paranoia

suspicious of others until they have proven themselves trustworthy, more doubt than belief, preoccuppied with death and suffering, fears being harmed or controlled, bitter, looks for hidden meaning in things, personality is centered around low self esteem issues, feels misunderstood, thinks people would not like them if they really knew them, defensive, often experiences disgust, love-hate relationships with most things, likes to test people's loyalty, thinks life is overrated, focuses on suffering, feels like an outsider, existentially depressed, does not trust what people say, prone to shame, suffers from depression, knows the dark side of life very well, attracted to things associated with sadness, would rather remain alone than risk rejection, hard to get to know, makes enemies, loner

Romantic 70%

Romantic

merges and feels intimate oneness with others, wants to feel loved, fears being unwanted, finding true love is their main passion in life, romantic idealist, can't control their romantic feelings or thoughts, when in a relationship their attention is entirely focused on that person, desires secure relationships above all else, feels best when they are admired, would sacrifice anything for love, believes love is salvation, gets very attached to people, more sensual than intellectual, would rather be in a mediocre relationship than alone, loves getting massages, desires more attention, concerned about being attractive to a potential soul mate, swayed by emotions, fears having no guidance or support, frequently feels loving towards others

Individuality 83%

Individuality

believes they are very odd, likes to behave and or dress in a shocking manner, drawn to artistic and cutting edge industries, wants to be as independent from society as possible, likes to look wierd, self expressive, most people think they are crazy, desires autonomy / complete freedom, frequently reinvents self, unpredictable, more random than controlled, drawn to careers where creativity is a solitary pursuit, more abstract than concrete, grew up feeling that they had to stand out to be happy, attracted to the counter culture, dissatisfied with the ordinary and non dramatic, pursues the extroadinary and intense, prefers wierd friends, thinks they are a trend setter, lives an experimental life, driven by curiousity, reckless, novelty seeking, fond of anarchy, bohemian, feels like they lose a sense of self when the agree with people

Peter Pan Complex 70%

Peter Pan Complex
avoids responsibilities, people tell them they are childish and need to grow up, would rather live in their head than the real world, wants success to just happen to them, focuses on fantasies more than reality, believes they deserve to have whatever they want, life lacks direction, never know what to do next, does dumb things frequently, inconsistent performance, lazy, slacker, does the minimum to get by, does things without thinking, does not feel they have any reason to accomplish anything, tend to ignore or put off problems, believes fun is the most important thing in life, most people think they are crazy, forgets scheduled appointments, more past than future, gets attention through negative behavior

Mystical 70%

Mystical

feels pulled to the symbolic, archetypal, and mysterious; likes to look wierd, believes in extra sensory perception, lives an experimental life, frequently reinvents self, more abstract than logical, more likely to be a trauma survivor, looks for hidden meaning, attracted to wierdness, different, off beat, unpredictable, more solitary, focus on fantasies more than reality, drawn to artistic and cutting edge industries, bohemian, prefers autonomy, erotic, charmer, insightful, prefers strange clothing

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion||||||||||||46%
Stability||||||||||||50%
Orderliness||||||26%
Accommodation||||||||||||50%
Interdependence||||||||||||||56%
Intellectual||||||||||||43%
Mystical||||||||||||||||70%
Artistic||||||||||||||||||76%
Religious||||16%
Hedonism||||||||||||50%
Materialism||||||||||||||56%
Narcissism||||||||||36%
Adventurousness||||||||||||||||63%
Work ethic||||||||||||||56%
Self absorbed||||||||||36%
Conflict seeking||||||30%
Need to dominate||||||||||36%
Romantic||||||||||||||||70%
Avoidant||||||||||||||||63%
Anti-authority||||||||||||||56%
Wealth||||||||||||43%
Dependency||||||||||||||56%
Change averse||||16%
Cautiousness||||||||||||||56%
Individuality||||||||||||||||||||83%
Sexuality||||||||||36%
Peter pan complex||||||||||||||||70%
Physical security||||||||||||||||||||83%
Physical fitness||||||30%
Histrionic||||||||||||||56%
Paranoia||||||||||||||||||76%
Vanity||||||||||||50%
Hypersensitivity||||||||||36%
Indie||||||||||||||51%

Who wants to live forever...

...when love has died

My luck

And it must be my luck
Cause no one else gets treated this way
And I wanna know
What goes on in that head of yours
Yeah, I wanna know

just so you know..

I never had all the answers
I never had enough time
But I sure had all the reasons

Musikministeriet.

asså för fan, kolla in Musikministerietsvt1 nästa söndag kl. 21
såg inte riktigt hela i dag, men det jag såg var jävligt intressant!

"Nyfiket och experimenterande musikprogram som ifrågasätter invanda föreställningar, myter och fördomar kring all typ av musik."

Stand Still Look Pretty

I wanna paint my face and pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up, I don't even wanna look at myself
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over

I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
And you might think it's easy being me
You just stand still look pretty

Sometimes I find myself shaking in the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't even believe this is my life
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouth
I'm not strong enough to deal with it

I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
And you might think it's easy being me
You just stand still look pretty

I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
And you might think it's easy being me
You just stand still look pretty

someday

someday maybe somebody will love me like I need
and someday I won't have to proof   all my worth but until then I'll do just fine on my own, with my cigaretts and this old dirty road

maybe.

something 'bout the way you looked at me

made me think for a moment

that maybe we where meant to be

part of me left

and I don't mind saying
a part of me left with you

Niklas.

Tack Niklas!

so long, farewell

so long, farewell, auf wiedersehn
GOODNIGHT!

9mu...

9 muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu-syndroomet

shleeeten!


shleeeten!

denna bjuder jag på bara för att alla ska förstå hur skolan tär på oss små stackars barn

skolplikten är slut på torsdag! HELL YEAH!

Gosakn.


 

Gosakn.  

ayl?


jag förstår

"jag förstår allt för väl vad det är du säger, så jag väljer att inte lyssna"

varför se bra ut

"varför se bra ut när du kan se lika puckad ut som jag gör?"

du som har mitt hela hjärta

Jag må så i mörkret vandra
med mitt får jag vilse går


När jag saknar ditt umgänge
varför ska jag leva då



Munnen ler, men hjärtat det svider
och jag säger att jag är nöjd
Fast jag uti tysthet lider
överlämnar all min fröjd

allt under himmelens fäste

jag fick den jag ej ville...

...och sorgen heter han

gosakn

gosakn.


over my head

everyone knows I'm in over my head

Follow Through.

So, since you want to be with me
you'll have to follow through
with every word you say
and I, all I really want is you,
for you to stick around
I'll see you everyday, but you have to follow through

You Have To Follow Through

music knows..

Music knows it is and always will be one of the things that life just won't quit


(we'll be jammin)

This Is Who I Am

How many days will it take for you to understand?
Look into my eyes, this is who i am.
How many days will it take for you to understand?
Look into my eyes, this is who i am.
You know I can not do anything about it.

People have tried to change me over and over again
It's not for you to choose
but that's alright my friend
'cause I gotta go my own way whatever they say
I should do. Keep the faith in me
that I will do what's right and I show
what I got inside.

How many days will it take for you to understand?
Look into my eyes, this is who i am.
How many days will it take for you to understand?
Look into my eyes, this is who i am.
You know I can not do anything about it.

How many days will it take for you to understand?
Look into my eyes, this is who i am.
How many days will it take for you to understand?
Look into my eyes, this is who i am.
You know I can not do anything about it.

You know I can not do anything about it. Lalaalala

How many days will it take for you to understand?
Look into my eyes, this is who i am.
You know I can not do anything about it.


the good kind

Take my tortured heart by the hand
And write me off
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind

He's Misstra Know It All

Take his hand
Take your hat off to the man who's got the plan
He's Misstra Know-It-All


love is wicked

sounds true to me..



love is wicked

Master Blaster

You ask me; "Am I happy?"


be jammin' it
'Til the break of dawn
We'll be jammin' it,
Jammin' it, jammin' it
Jam  on

I just...

I just wanna scream and lose control